and the knight came running home

finally, the knight came home
the horses halt to a stop
all else didnt matter at all, time stopped
only our hearts beating right now
a big fat warm hug is all she needs and is what she always dreamt of
the long wait the repeated playbacks of how this day would be
none is the same, none could compare
it aint exactly dramatic yet in its simplicity just tells how much love and care is still present through the tough days
she realises, when youre happy, everything else is pretty and beautiful
the little kid who's eating the biscuit is cute beyong imagination but just because she'e especially today
she wasnt one of those in front of the arriving gates stretching her neck reaf far to really see
she didnt wear those uber high stilts to get above of others just to see clearly
she needn't
just having to stand amidst the crowd, feeling the dynamics of her heartbeat
slowly retracking in her head
repeatedly saying, in a few more minutes i'll see him
this went on for about 40 minutes or so
the anxiety the fantasizing of the various scenes had made her cheeks flush chilli red
she could not follow the rhythm of her heart beat no more
she's focussed on the words that he's back he's back instead
nothing else matter when he came through the gates with those eager eyes
when she spotted him, she cared nothing else
just dashing through the people and straight into his arms
the warmth so foreign yet deep down she knows she's familiar with it
the way her hands were around his waist felt almost awkward but she knows this is only natural
or rather she tried to feel natural about it
that voice, the one that assured her every night suddenly seemed even more distant
it took her 10 whole minutes to find back the feeling again
10 whole minutes to come into realisation that he's really home
the sight of him, she heaved a sigh of relief, that ton of weight upon her shoulders are all gone
all she has to do now is just to stare at him
that few hours after the flight is never enough, it makes the longing worse.
happiness is an underestimation of her feelings right now.
she just wants time and more time with her knight who came home last night
nothing else
now onwards to the fairytale night:D

all these people

VIVA LA VICTORIA...
goodbye vjc, goodbye igloo,goodbye ctc, goodbye vjco...
i made the step out of the gates today.
no more a vjc student.
just one waiting for the BIG As
2 years ago, i made my first step in
today i say to myself, no regrets
just happiness and joy
it was how it all begun
from one who never thought of being a student here to being someone who loves school so much now
and now, here comes goodbye
but doesnt matter, im happy i glad i came out of being the little girl by the corner to one who speaks loud in front of the class
S38, thank you so much for the lovely moments: slv, ymca citi-proms, cny, all the banner painting, mass dances....etc
so many so many amazing memories
this's just it you see, the happy beginning and ending of my 2 years in vjc
you were the ones who walked me through it
though there were times i regret for not making the whole class really bonded as a whole
but there aint going back now.
there's only the appreciation of the way things are right now
as i say goodbye, i wish to say remember me not the weird girl who screams and is absolutely insane but certainly the girl who came out of her comfort zone and attempted to bond the class as a whole
as i said its not easy at all leading as a friend but you guys really made it much much easier
to glen, i forgot to mention, thanks for being such a great help, though we used to have disagreements and everything youre still my good good assistant:D:D


acire,aloy,collin, thanks for being there, else i could have just collapsed.
thanks for clearing all my thoughts again, most certainly you guys had put that smile back onto my face again
when everything was blurred by my tears, you guys were my eyes, just showing me the way
thanks so much for being there.
i know i was being unreasonable and wilful but nonetheless you guys understood my position and said its all ok...
so with many thanks to yall, im strong again!:D
steelwoman is back up for existence in 3 more days...