look there aint much time left now,
there aint much to begin with in the first place
if you aint gonna start now, then you will never start.
so just get your bloody ass brain on the books and mug like never before
coz thats life for you here
you either get educated or you just be the cleaner on the streets, or be some dust rotting at home
how sad...
laptop crashed, good job!
if i aint gonna be able to pull through this now wad bout then?
20090729
20090725
the road
down the road we see road signs and traffic light, telling us just what to do.
turning such to not come into an accident
stopping so that the others could go
and also serving as a break and a place to breathe for the drivers
similarly, life's this way
the people around us
their compliments and pin-pointing of our mistakes serve as our road signs
and the obstacles in our life, the many happenings, our traffic lights
to stop to breathe or not
you would have to decide if you look and obey these signs or not
go real slow
and be alert
then you wont get involved in an accident
the problem comes when we go way too fast and refuse to see these road signs
or sometimes we are way too lazy to abide by them,
trying to express our deep craving for the BIG F
Freedom.
i guess, there aint nothing called freedom in this world
there aint
seriously
i'll run to you if i can
i'll fly such to be next to you if i could
just so you wont be alone
sometimes i ask myself am i ready for this
it has only been 2 weeks since sissy is gone, feels like its already the end of her internship soon
but i realised theres still one more month
so 6 weeks
thats how long it feels like.
6 damn weeks.
am i ready,
am i really ready for it
i dont know
but i'll try
and from now till thn, i'll cherish each and every second now...
sometimes i wish you wont go......i cant be selfish can i?
turning such to not come into an accident
stopping so that the others could go
and also serving as a break and a place to breathe for the drivers
similarly, life's this way
the people around us
their compliments and pin-pointing of our mistakes serve as our road signs
and the obstacles in our life, the many happenings, our traffic lights
to stop to breathe or not
you would have to decide if you look and obey these signs or not
go real slow
and be alert
then you wont get involved in an accident
the problem comes when we go way too fast and refuse to see these road signs
or sometimes we are way too lazy to abide by them,
trying to express our deep craving for the BIG F
Freedom.
i guess, there aint nothing called freedom in this world
there aint
seriously
i'll run to you if i can
i'll fly such to be next to you if i could
just so you wont be alone
sometimes i ask myself am i ready for this
it has only been 2 weeks since sissy is gone, feels like its already the end of her internship soon
but i realised theres still one more month
so 6 weeks
thats how long it feels like.
6 damn weeks.
am i ready,
am i really ready for it
i dont know
but i'll try
and from now till thn, i'll cherish each and every second now...
sometimes i wish you wont go......i cant be selfish can i?
20090720
heepeetee hop:D
teeny wheeny thoughts:
youre my fairytale.
here comes goodbye-rascal flatts
I can hear the truck tires coming up the gravel road
And its not like her to drive that slow, nothings on her radio
Footsteps on the front porch, I hear my doorbell
She usually comes right in, now I can tell
Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain,
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye
I can hear her say I love you like it was yesterday
And I can see it written on her face that she had never felt this way
One day I thought Id see her with her daddy by her side
And violins would play here comes the bride
But here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear Im gonna cryHere comes the pain,
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye
Why does it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on, yeah and you're left alone
All alone, but here comes goodbye
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain,
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye
as silently as a raindrop, you came onto my land
as vibrant as the colours of the rainbow, you spread your life all over my sky
as heavy as a 1000kiloton mass, you dropped your mass unto my world
bringing smiles into each and everyday of my life
making me laugh like crazy just because you want me to be so
said all natural, just the way you like it
said i was an innocent little girl bouncing into your life,
making you feel all happy again, drawing you out of your darkness
so were you
like a little boy,
hijacking my world, taking wholesale control of it
coz we wouldnt let each other go, not even a step away from each other
i learnt
this is how to keep the happiness
content.
thats a simple word
but to attain it and appreciate it, it took me 17 months
now i understand
so im back into the 2 ponytails, and my bib hanging on my neck
appreciating each and every step we walk through together
even more smiles came along
i really dont wish to lose you now darling
today marks my third visit to ngee ann poly
my first being the 'grand-o' open house back then when we were just friends
the second, a surprise visit where i end up lost at sim, oops!
and today happy dips to the library
and just walking in the campus to taste how it'll be like if we were schoolmates
hmm i think its the taste of green apple green tea with green straw :D
and all the liftrides:D
today is a happia happia day!
nothing but sweet talks, maybe that moment you meant it
so to get me into your arms
confused and infatuated i am, to be gullible and became in the story of us
it is now a was i know
just when i chanced upon it, i found how lovely all the words seemed to be
but it might just be lip service
and now proved to be that it really is
well but i thank you for the lovely memories you gave to me
instances when i felt like it was possible for us to overcome distance with love or rather our liking of each other
and with God watching over us
and also to prove to me that actually you didnt really believe that we could actually overcome this
or a "better" outcome for me
its good
at least through the tears, i saw more clearly who loved me even more
who was going to last with me and call me princess even when im old
who would still hold onto my frail wrinkled hands and say he still remembers how we held hands for first time
at least through the tears, i knew how much he crave for my smile,
how i could cry and bawl like mad but in the end with a word or two, he made me all happy again
i'll never forget how he whispered into my ears,"i refuse to read on, because your history means nothing,its your present and future that im gonna hold and prove to you that even in the world where men cheating women, or women cheating men i will be the only man who does otherwise."
though i love to put words in my own fairytale kind of way and sound a little unbelievable but this was how i heard it to be, because the tone of the voice would have set the fairytale mood right.
are you ready?
what is it like?
no more goodbyes
I can hear the truck tires coming up the gravel road
And its not like her to drive that slow, nothings on her radio
Footsteps on the front porch, I hear my doorbell
She usually comes right in, now I can tell
Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain,
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye
I can hear her say I love you like it was yesterday
And I can see it written on her face that she had never felt this way
One day I thought Id see her with her daddy by her side
And violins would play here comes the bride
But here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear Im gonna cryHere comes the pain,
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye
Why does it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on, yeah and you're left alone
All alone, but here comes goodbye
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain,
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye
as silently as a raindrop, you came onto my land
as vibrant as the colours of the rainbow, you spread your life all over my sky
as heavy as a 1000kiloton mass, you dropped your mass unto my world
bringing smiles into each and everyday of my life
making me laugh like crazy just because you want me to be so
said all natural, just the way you like it
said i was an innocent little girl bouncing into your life,
making you feel all happy again, drawing you out of your darkness
so were you
like a little boy,
hijacking my world, taking wholesale control of it
coz we wouldnt let each other go, not even a step away from each other
i learnt
this is how to keep the happiness
content.
thats a simple word
but to attain it and appreciate it, it took me 17 months
now i understand
so im back into the 2 ponytails, and my bib hanging on my neck
appreciating each and every step we walk through together
even more smiles came along
i really dont wish to lose you now darling
today marks my third visit to ngee ann poly
my first being the 'grand-o' open house back then when we were just friends
the second, a surprise visit where i end up lost at sim, oops!
and today happy dips to the library
and just walking in the campus to taste how it'll be like if we were schoolmates
hmm i think its the taste of green apple green tea with green straw :D
and all the liftrides:D
today is a happia happia day!
nothing but sweet talks, maybe that moment you meant it
so to get me into your arms
confused and infatuated i am, to be gullible and became in the story of us
it is now a was i know
just when i chanced upon it, i found how lovely all the words seemed to be
but it might just be lip service
and now proved to be that it really is
well but i thank you for the lovely memories you gave to me
instances when i felt like it was possible for us to overcome distance with love or rather our liking of each other
and with God watching over us
and also to prove to me that actually you didnt really believe that we could actually overcome this
or a "better" outcome for me
its good
at least through the tears, i saw more clearly who loved me even more
who was going to last with me and call me princess even when im old
who would still hold onto my frail wrinkled hands and say he still remembers how we held hands for first time
at least through the tears, i knew how much he crave for my smile,
how i could cry and bawl like mad but in the end with a word or two, he made me all happy again
i'll never forget how he whispered into my ears,"i refuse to read on, because your history means nothing,its your present and future that im gonna hold and prove to you that even in the world where men cheating women, or women cheating men i will be the only man who does otherwise."
though i love to put words in my own fairytale kind of way and sound a little unbelievable but this was how i heard it to be, because the tone of the voice would have set the fairytale mood right.
are you ready?
what is it like?
no more goodbyes
20090719
leaf in the breeze
teeny wheeny thoughts:
waiting for my chariot
what i do not know, it shall be left unknown
for what is gone can never come back
what i see now, i will grab it with both of my hands and never ever let it go
for who knows, it might be gone if i dont hold it tight enough
but like flying kite, we must learn to tug it and fly it
then it shall soar like the eagle
dominating the sky
and it shall blast like the colours of the fireworks.
and what i see and feel now
it aint too far
i just have to fight for it...
soon we'll all find it.
bought a pretty polkadotty skirt today YEAH!
and a cheap but good brown belt
yeahyea!
but happy day ended up with a tinge of sadness
my card!!):
shall get it back tml roar
whoever that collects the pretty blackred, dont ever think you can use it!
no more sadness, i threw it all away in a bunchful of tears in those thick arms
for what is gone can never come back
what i see now, i will grab it with both of my hands and never ever let it go
for who knows, it might be gone if i dont hold it tight enough
but like flying kite, we must learn to tug it and fly it
then it shall soar like the eagle
dominating the sky
and it shall blast like the colours of the fireworks.
and what i see and feel now
it aint too far
i just have to fight for it...
soon we'll all find it.
bought a pretty polkadotty skirt today YEAH!
and a cheap but good brown belt
yeahyea!
but happy day ended up with a tinge of sadness
my card!!):
shall get it back tml roar
whoever that collects the pretty blackred, dont ever think you can use it!
no more sadness, i threw it all away in a bunchful of tears in those thick arms
20090717
flu fly flo
teeny wheeny thoughts:
chiffon cheese?
omg im in great pain.
the sore throat is killing me and i bloody hell cant breathe through my nose):
i dun want to get hit by the flu bug!):
i dont want to be sick sick sick
i wanna go out!
the sore throat is killing me and i bloody hell cant breathe through my nose):
i dun want to get hit by the flu bug!):
i dont want to be sick sick sick
i wanna go out!
20090711
that spark across the sky
CTS ARE OVER FINALLY:D
though we did our best and mugged our way through the holidays
but somehow the papers made us feel that we didnt do much.
maybe thats true.
because we should stop thinking that we still have lots of time
or probably just me only.
i should stop pretending the paper is just too tough to handle
when it happens all the time, it shows my inability to do the sums and not that maths is really tough
or other subjects along this line.
sometimes we do really wonder why do we even study?
yup hell true.
for that paper, we sweat and bled
for the a's we mugged our ass off...
just to survive.
you'll have to agree to this that no matter how much we study, the future still has her uncertainties...
life's this way isnt it?
lets just enjoy the happy times and try to survive through the difficult parts..
for now i know life is good
just taking sometime off right now
to chill and rot with good music and my blog
or even a show to watch
life's great, isn't it?
those sparks across the sky.
the colours.
the booming sound.
brings back countless memories, so many of them...
though shortlived but exciting nevertheless
just like the happy moments we shared.
but this spark we share, it aint gonna be shortlived.
it shall be a spark that will never ever die off...
and for all we know, its coming right back now:D
我希望到那时我不用说，“当我最需要爱，你却不在。。。”我真的会很想你，真的希望我能把我们所有的回忆都收起来，好让我可以在你在世界的另一个角落时一个一个慢慢的回味。。。
though we did our best and mugged our way through the holidays
but somehow the papers made us feel that we didnt do much.
maybe thats true.
because we should stop thinking that we still have lots of time
or probably just me only.
i should stop pretending the paper is just too tough to handle
when it happens all the time, it shows my inability to do the sums and not that maths is really tough
or other subjects along this line.
sometimes we do really wonder why do we even study?
yup hell true.
for that paper, we sweat and bled
for the a's we mugged our ass off...
just to survive.
you'll have to agree to this that no matter how much we study, the future still has her uncertainties...
life's this way isnt it?
lets just enjoy the happy times and try to survive through the difficult parts..
for now i know life is good
just taking sometime off right now
to chill and rot with good music and my blog
or even a show to watch
life's great, isn't it?
those sparks across the sky.
the colours.
the booming sound.
brings back countless memories, so many of them...
though shortlived but exciting nevertheless
just like the happy moments we shared.
but this spark we share, it aint gonna be shortlived.
it shall be a spark that will never ever die off...
and for all we know, its coming right back now:D
我希望到那时我不用说，“当我最需要爱，你却不在。。。”我真的会很想你，真的希望我能把我们所有的回忆都收起来，好让我可以在你在世界的另一个角落时一个一个慢慢的回味。。。
20090706
bin and min
teeny wheeny thoughts:
did i mention that you look really cute with the mask
get well soon my prince, my poor binbin
i cant wait to see you kicking and joking like nobody's business again
i was furious. worried. confused
then these feelings propelled me to go to your place the minute i wake up
i couldnt sleep anymore
spent a whole 10 hours there
just looking at you and trying to study
then rushing right next to you
cooking in the kitchen this and that
couldnt bring myself to step aside from you
wanted us to be laughing bout everything, anything at all
get well soon my prince
it hurts to see you sick
bin bin if im your antidote then why arent you cured?
i prayed, because i was afraid...
i prayed because i want God to say you my prince...
shoo you flu bug shooshoo!
lets just get through the cts
4 days.
the nightmare shall be over...
the rekindlement of the sparks took seconds
i viewed the owning session we had
thats when sparks really flew, we were childish as can be
it was such a long way from then till now
nonetheless the sparks die off
nonetheless, there aint much of a reaction
but slowly as both parties start creating sparks, the fire will burn
like it used to.
the fire is still strong now
but probably its heat is covered and masked
i cant wait to see you kicking and joking like nobody's business again
i was furious. worried. confused
then these feelings propelled me to go to your place the minute i wake up
i couldnt sleep anymore
spent a whole 10 hours there
just looking at you and trying to study
then rushing right next to you
cooking in the kitchen this and that
couldnt bring myself to step aside from you
wanted us to be laughing bout everything, anything at all
get well soon my prince
it hurts to see you sick
bin bin if im your antidote then why arent you cured?
i prayed, because i was afraid...
i prayed because i want God to say you my prince...
shoo you flu bug shooshoo!
lets just get through the cts
4 days.
the nightmare shall be over...
the rekindlement of the sparks took seconds
i viewed the owning session we had
thats when sparks really flew, we were childish as can be
it was such a long way from then till now
nonetheless the sparks die off
nonetheless, there aint much of a reaction
but slowly as both parties start creating sparks, the fire will burn
like it used to.
the fire is still strong now
but probably its heat is covered and masked
20090704
one and only perfect smile
teeny wheeny thoughts:
simplicity should be the way
the taste of freedom is the feeling you get when you realise that youre able to step out of the school when the sky is still bright
is the feeling that you feel when you can rot on your bed till 11am or so
that thinking that you dont have to go school the next day
and the oh so good feel that after studying you get to hold your boy and go walkwalk
the simplicity of life
without stress nor depressing thoughts
th simplicity of love
without bickers and obstacles
and for the fulfilment of joy
i shall watch transformers!:D
ct2s are here but im just gonna take it easy
come what may, i'll deal with it with a smile
that squashed up face of the cute little red monster says burger burger
is the feeling that you feel when you can rot on your bed till 11am or so
that thinking that you dont have to go school the next day
and the oh so good feel that after studying you get to hold your boy and go walkwalk
the simplicity of life
without stress nor depressing thoughts
th simplicity of love
without bickers and obstacles
and for the fulfilment of joy
i shall watch transformers!:D
ct2s are here but im just gonna take it easy
come what may, i'll deal with it with a smile
that squashed up face of the cute little red monster says burger burger
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