the unrelated past

the screen views of the past spells foolishness, blindness
me being naive
now that the past was superimposed onto the present, its unbelievable
the blondes gone wild.
crazy they are right now
history shall remain at past tense
beautiful memories you have carved
but now we've all moved on
the 3 of us
love you'll find,
still some traces of you over there, bits and pieces,
nonetheless the you i've known
but very much different now
we've moved on
im glad we did,
grown up out of the dumb and meaningless status we had
this is what they say, not meant to be
glad it is this way
we have moved on, no point looking back
no point updating
it shall be old news. old days.
one part of my life where i dont wish to revisit
still i would like to say thank you, for the beautiful memories
and mistakes i ought not to make now.
you should learn too,out of this mess we got ourselves into
i hope you realise we were foolish beings,
its love no more a million years ago.
i do miss my past,
something i will look back just to laugh at.
just like my baby photos, something to laugh
but certainly not remember.
alot of my past came back recently, now that im trying to live through present to strive for my future.

i brought this upon myself
i shouldnt spen those spare time looking back at my past
now im stuck with melancholy again
i was so happy just now
now im just affected distracted and insane
crazy ass fool
hai, serves me right


but in tomorrow, there is no more yesterday.
i have only you to think of each day now boy...