step out.scream loud

teddy geiger-these wallsi guess now's the time to really grow up, step out and be strongtime to stop worrying so much about the uncertain and just strive hard for whats ahead of meyoure rightif our love is so strong, nothing's gonna stop us now, we're not gonna get separatedso right now, even if youre out of reach, i'll stand on my own feeti'll overcome the sad memories of the past,have full trust in you that we'll overcome it allstepping outside these walls and see the world in a different lightas you go and discover a different placei will stay here and discover a different side of mewhen youre back, i'll be changedwhere i see things differentlycoming out stronger than i really amguess its in me all along, a potential in everyonewhether you have the might and opportunity to discover it, to fulfil it comes right under your decisioni made my choicethis 6 weeks its being strong and independentno more tears from now oni've let myself be weak for 3 days nowfor the rest of the days, no more tearsno more hidingbe strong, i'll say this to myself every morning when i wake up nowguess its not that difficult to be a big girl nowguess when i face up to my responsibilities, its not that difficult to be alonewe cant stick with each other for lifetime comes for us to do our own thingsand time is nowfor me to let go of some thingsnot worry so much, having trust and love to sustain usconcentrating on my studies, family and friendsthen when prelims end, slowly await your return and get back at the books to chiong for the BIG Asit took me awhile to come to this realisationbut im glad i did, better late than never and come to think of it, its not so late as yeti still have a long way to gostill have so much personal time and space to learn by my owndaddy's right,its not the entire 98 pages of notes or whatsoeverbut the main gist of itthats similar to life toonot the full lifetimebut these milestones where i learnt bout life's biggest lessons that will define my growing upi guess i know whats trustwhats lovewhats understandingits not the actions that you do when each other is aroundbut the apprehension and independence when you are all aloneyou'll feel real love when everything is gone, but you know youre lovedyou'll truly understand when you stop crying about why are things happening this way and not the otheryou'll learn to trust and believe more easilya single message can brighten your dayyou'll learn to be like how he did, allowing full freedom to do the things you likelet him do it.so you yourself can do your own thingsits not that independence will draw distanceis that it'll promote understanding and draw you closer towards each other when you wish to be dependenti shoudl stop worrying bout distance between uscoz after alli feel us getting closer.feeling the same painfeeling the same misery...we're on the same line.we are still us...guess this is the real time to learn!