the road

down the road we see road signs and traffic light, telling us just what to do.
turning such to not come into an accident
stopping so that the others could go
and also serving as a break and a place to breathe for the drivers
similarly, life's this way
the people around us
their compliments and pin-pointing of our mistakes serve as our road signs
and the obstacles in our life, the many happenings, our traffic lights
to stop to breathe or not
you would have to decide if you look and obey these signs or not
go real slow
and be alert
then you wont get involved in an accident
the problem comes when we go way too fast and refuse to see these road signs
or sometimes we are way too lazy to abide by them,
trying to express our deep craving for the BIG F
Freedom.
i guess, there aint nothing called freedom in this world
there aint
seriously

i'll run to you if i can
i'll fly such to be next to you if i could
just so you wont be alone
sometimes i ask myself am i ready for this
it has only been 2 weeks since sissy is gone, feels like its already the end of her internship soon
but i realised theres still one more month
so 6 weeks
thats how long it feels like.
6 damn weeks.
am i ready,
am i really ready for it
i dont know
but i'll try
and from now till thn, i'll cherish each and every second now...
sometimes i wish you wont go......i cant be selfish can i?