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heepeetee hop:D

here comes goodbye-rascal flatts
I can hear the truck tires coming up the gravel road
And its not like her to drive that slow, nothings on her radio
Footsteps on the front porch, I hear my doorbell
She usually comes right in, now I can tell
Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain,
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye
I can hear her say I love you like it was yesterday
And I can see it written on her face that she had never felt this way
One day I thought Id see her with her daddy by her side
And violins would play here comes the bride
But here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear Im gonna cryHere comes the pain,
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye
Why does it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on, yeah and you're left alone
All alone, but here comes goodbye
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain,
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye



as silently as a raindrop, you came onto my land
as vibrant as the colours of the rainbow, you spread your life all over my sky
as heavy as a 1000kiloton mass, you dropped your mass unto my world
bringing smiles into each and everyday of my life
making me laugh like crazy just because you want me to be so
said all natural, just the way you like it
said i was an innocent little girl bouncing into your life,
making you feel all happy again, drawing you out of your darkness
so were you
like a little boy,
hijacking my world, taking wholesale control of it
coz we wouldnt let each other go, not even a step away from each other
i learnt
this is how to keep the happiness
content.
thats a simple word
but to attain it and appreciate it, it took me 17 months
now i understand
so im back into the 2 ponytails, and my bib hanging on my neck
appreciating each and every step we walk through together
even more smiles came along
i really dont wish to lose you now darling

today marks my third visit to ngee ann poly
my first being the 'grand-o' open house back then when we were just friends
the second, a surprise visit where i end up lost at sim, oops!
and today happy dips to the library
and just walking in the campus to taste how it'll be like if we were schoolmates
hmm i think its the taste of green apple green tea with green straw :D
and all the liftrides:D
today is a happia happia day!

nothing but sweet talks, maybe that moment you meant it
so to get me into your arms
confused and infatuated i am, to be gullible and became in the story of us
it is now a was i know
just when i chanced upon it, i found how lovely all the words seemed to be
but it might just be lip service
and now proved to be that it really is
well but i thank you for the lovely memories you gave to me
instances when i felt like it was possible for us to overcome distance with love or rather our liking of each other
and with God watching over us
and also to prove to me that actually you didnt really believe that we could actually overcome this
or a "better" outcome for me
its good
at least through the tears, i saw more clearly who loved me even more
who was going to last with me and call me princess even when im old
who would still hold onto my frail wrinkled hands and say he still remembers how we held hands for first time
at least through the tears, i knew how much he crave for my smile,
how i could cry and bawl like mad but in the end with a word or two, he made me all happy again
i'll never forget how he whispered into my ears,"i refuse to read on, because your history means nothing,its your present and future that im gonna hold and prove to you that even in the world where men cheating women, or women cheating men i will be the only man who does otherwise."

though i love to put words in my own fairytale kind of way and sound a little unbelievable but this was how i heard it to be, because the tone of the voice would have set the fairytale mood right.

are you ready?
what is it like?
no more goodbyes

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