recovery from insomnia

the show-lenka
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not
I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

the past few nights have been a torture, i tossed and turned on the bed, unable to fall asleep
and then when i finally fall aslep, the nightmares begin...
then around 4 hours or so, i'll be awake and unable to sleep again
i know i shouldnt have been thinking about all the formulas or random stuff before i sleep
maybe insomnia is the result of having your subconscious mind wondering bout stupid stuff
whats worse, i wake up in the middle of the night and get haunted by the images of the nightmare.
dreams aint true but those nightmares that i had, made me think otherwise, it seems almost possible...
i shoulnt have filled you in with the details of my dream, its disturbing and disappointing
not like its real yet my subconscious mind still showed suspiscion in the form of my dreams,
how can i persuade my subconscious mind to shun off all these rubbish.
its stupid, lets just hope i got a good night sleep tonight
last night was a minor one, and gladly i was haunted by it, so managed to catch a few more hours of sleep than the previous two days...

jasmine shall survive the whole june holidays mugging her ass away
follow the bloody hectic schedule or aim to finish faster...
she can do it! :D