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progression

when it all started out as friends,
everything was fresh and brand new
lying on your shoulder was like your first candy bought with you own money
then you want to earn more to get more candies
so the interest progressed to liking
you want to really get involved with him right now
you give it your best shot
finally you got it
the love that you wanted all along
you indulged yourself in the love and happiness everyday
but they say too much candies causes diabetes
you start feeling the symptoms
things aint so sweet right now
you start to taste the bitter core of the candy
but thinking a sweeter part is after this bitter part,
you hang on.
yes you were right, behind the bitter
you get your sweet
then this went on, on, and on
more bitterness
yet when the sweet comes, its sweet and it keeps you hanging on
you keep licking this candy.
you keep chewing the gum
you kept hanging onto the rock on the rockwall
your hands started growing tired coz the bitter parts are manifesting
you feel all the goosebumps from the thought of the bitter parts.
you wish you could stop eating the candy
you told yourself to take a break
you know you cant
and you wouldn't
you hang on
thats when tears start to flow...
i guess love is like that, a book with its beautiful cover
lots of parts to it
the climax, the sweet-nothings
then the tiffs, big fights, crazy emotions
more love
more quarrel
and at the back of this lovely book, it is a paper, filled with tears and more tears...

i will continue the path of your life with you.
i guess that cry really made me more alive
and aware of my senses.
i need to grow up and out of this little girl
but give me the chance to come back into your arms
and be a little girl
thats the only time that i feel alive...
i still love you hamburger,
we'll conquer this once again

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