pull you through

jennifer paige-stranded
You know it only breaks my heart
To see you standing in the dark
Alone waiting there for me to come back
I'm too afraid to show
If it's coming over you
Like it's coming over me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
That drags me out to sea
I wanna be with you
If you wanna be with me
Crashing like a tidal wave
I don't want to be
Stranded
So baby come back to me [Stranded]
So baby come back to me [Stranded]
I can only take so much
These tears are turning me to rust
I know you're waiting there for me to come back
I'm too afraid to show
I miss you I need you
Without you
I'm stranded
I love you
So come back
I'm not afraid to show
Crashing like a tidal wave
Drags me out to sea
I wanna be with you
You wanna be with me
Crashing like a tidal wave

was about to turn off the laptop so i could finally do poisson. hell, i realise im lagging much much behind in lessons, missed lectures and tutorials, didnt do tutorials since dont know when just because i was either too tired or lazy, there's always excuses on my part... i have to face the consequences now. the holidays would not be sufficient to review j1 stuff and catch up with j2 stuff but thing is if i think that ct2s are still early when am i ever gonna start? its true you know that when the pace gets slow you wish to give up... and when the road seems endless, you would rather stop walking as a whole...
co practice has not stopped, and is not going to stop till vhapsody, or probably longer than that, after the competition, im just way too lazy to pick up my hubby and play its strings... just a 6days break and when i pluck those strings today, my finger cried... each vein dreading the sight that concert's so near yet so far... when "seasons" finally ended, will there be enough time to study?

pull through my sweetheart, you can do it. yes we all have to admit to this that 24 hours a day is never enough to
eat
sleep
shit
breathe
walk
take bus
stare into blank space
go for lectures
tutorials
joke with friends
talk on the phone
message and smile
hug somebody or something
turn the aircon on,
getting your ass on the ground
take out pencil box
take out favourite pen
write
scribble
sing
dance
walk
jump
skip
so many million things to do...
really 24 hours aint enough.
WAY OUT : prioritise!
we can all do it...
if we believe...