20090509

linger round the finger

sleeping to dream-jason mraz
I'm dreaming of sleeping next to you
I'm feeling like a lost little boy in a brand new town.
I'm counting my sheep and each one that passes is another dream to ashes and
they all fall down.
And as I lay me down tonight, I close my eyes,
what a beautiful sight.
Sleeping to dream about you
and I'm so damn tired.
Of havin' to live without you
But I, I don't mind.
Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired.
Oh, yes I amI found myself in the riches
Your eyes, your lips, your hair
Well you were everywhere, out there
.I woke up in the ditches.
I hit the light and I thought you might be here
But you were nowhere.
Oh love,
Well, you were nowhere at home
.As I lay me back to sleep,
This love I pray that I can
Keep.
Sleeping to dream about you
and I'm so damn tired.
Of having to live without you
But I, I don't mind.
Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired.
I'm so tired.
Well its
Just a little lullaby to keep myself from crying myself to sleep at night.
Once I dry my eyes I'll...
Sleeping to dream about you
and I'm so damn tired.
Of having to live without you
But I, I don't mind.
Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired.
I'm so...tired.


we questioned the many whys we searched for the contributing factors. we ended up in conclusion it is all unfair. many factors contribute, excuses or reasons, its no longer clear. but what is very clear is the emotions thatc ame across so strongly when we see how they cheered right in our face when we were sobbing badly... what we felt was hard work then and now we feel disappointment and sadness... its unfair everything, is it the session issue? whats wrong? if the competition is not fair shouldnt we all stop this competition as a whole? its just hard to accept the fact that we endured this gruelling 5 month and just told we remain status quo... so what if others thought we deserved it, in the end we still didnt get it. so much so for saying as long as we know our standard we are good, but still who doesn't wish to get recognised for his or her efforts? well 16 minutes there on stage and now its all over... i'll miss you vjco, we rocked the stage on 060509:D

worry nothing no more my boy, let it all go, leave and learn then come back for love. for love shall stay shall last shall persist through those difficult days. im moved when you uttered those words about being unable to imagine days without me but for the all-benefits trip we'll take this challenge. find your confidence my boy, i can never forget your favourite phrase. confidence is a battle half won. for the things i said to hurt you, im sorry. and no matter what i love you like i always do, dont give yourself up for it meant giving us up and it just aint worth it. you had always been my pillar of support like how you would be there when i was so deeply affected by syf results... what would i do without you as my pillar? the umbrella aint gonna stand straight... it'll fall... dommy daddy, bring no gaps but cast all distance away now, hold me close and dear, my boy, speak to me just about everything. really nothing can separate us, allow nothing to even come close. no more tears, just laughter that rings and resonates...

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