be strong

not alone-mcfly
Life is getting harder day by day
And I, I don't know what to do what to say, yeah
And my mind is growing weak every step I take
It's uncontrolable now they think I'm fake
Yeah'
Coz I'm not alone
But I'm not alone ( no, no, no)
I'm not alone
And I, I get on the train on my own
Yeah, My tired radio keeps playin' tired songs
And I know thats there's not long to go, oh
And all i wanna do is just go home
'Coz I'm not alone (no, no, no)
But I'm not alone (no, no, no)
People rip me for the clothes,
I wear, yeah yeah
Every day seems to be the same
They just swear, yeah
They just don't care
They just don't care
They just don't care
'Coz I'm not alone (no, no, no)
But I'm not alone (no, no, no)

ultimate activity for mama's day 2009, went to kallang skating rink to ice skate
cool man, my family was there, my cousins' and my granny too
ultimate coolness!!
this weekend has been enjoying too like i went to watch movie with boy on saturday,
though it was more or less tough to understand and we were both fighting against the fatigue
but nonetheless its pretty much enjoying since we both haven't been spending enjoying time like this...
and though im still having 6 to 7 hours of sleep every night, i feel relaxed like playing com in the wee hours... it feels good, to be relaxed... at least. for now...

you were the comfort zone, once i leave it, i fall. hard..
i needed support not those plastic railings, not my own confidence
not their encouragement but your hand, just that alone made me feel like i could conquer the ice,my phobia and everything else...
we both have to agree this was a great leap for both of us, not just a new activity experienced first hand together
but through it, we built understanding and reliance upon one another and this is all i need
its amazing how we could build rapport just through this simple thing.
all i could do was smile even though i was afraid, because you cast away all the fear within me with just a word or two.
our only mode of communication was through the fingerdance we did...
sweetie, everything was just perfect there in the rink...
the music, the ice, the atmosphere and
most of all... you
thanks mr bunny, my pillar, you're a better support then the metal thing :D

be strong because im the umbrella now, sheltering you from the rain and pain...
i was so glad you came to me and showed me that i was an integral part in your life.
i was trying so heard to fight against the urge of going to your house to meet you and hug you tight and say im here im here...
be strong boy boy... it aint manly to tank it all by yourself but a true man knows how and when to shed tears, to be weak... to just breathe when he's in his girl's arms...